“Power is the ability to act decisively to achieve goals despite resistance.” -Lenny

Jesus saves, but where does he shop? Slam ass 
To the savings. Slam ass to the real estate market. 
Consumerism is mimicked needs, so you need saving. 
Salvation is learned helplessness. 
A Cop-out! We don't need saving. We need power. 

Co-opt Foucault: Power is creative. It creates structures. A lobotomy 
Knows power.  It structures our docility through rupture. Profits benefit 
From my helplessness. Profits lobotomize. Little Bitch Homesick 
In this existence blues. Clues: Liberation from cooperation. A mentality 
Of abundance? We don't need lobotomies. We need power. 

How do we build power? People 
Sprawled on the couch planning out firing our boss. 
Criss-cross the PM cooking. People have to feel safe 
I mean people have to eat. My stomach sounds like a shopping cart 
Outside breaking laws. Pause. Let's eat. People have to feel safe 
To take risks together. People have to feel safe
Every space must be a healing space. Love handles. 

I mean, love handles. It. 
Re-energizing meetings. Profit weaning. Amplifying the network. 
A good organizer can organize themselves out of a job. 
A good organizer is the devil. Shoulder speaking. Lead the people into leadering. 
We might survive. We might die. I might be living. 

I felt this poem's kick 
before I knew its sex. 
It's not a boy. 

It's curious, it crawls on hands
And walks on toes. 

It burrows in the purple hammock 
strung under my coworker's eye. 

This poem wakes up white and pissy, 
freckled, just like subway snow. 

Born from piss, this poem is bad water.  
This poem must be meek as worms: 
clean via body pores. 

Otherwise, what's there to inherit? 
It’s curious, so 
this poem tries eating shit. 

This poem's feminine is soft kiss, ashes, 
and we all fall down. 

Instead, the sun falls down again. Anger 
sunsetting. This poem stretched out on the rug. 

Clarity settles with a thud, 
like the last page of a book- 
oh, I wish. 

I want to believe there's an end.
In order to get there, I must 
forget about endings. 

Tice is 
the tallest three year-old
you have the guts to imagine. 
If a squirrel learned
to point and shoot a BB gun- 
she walks taller 
than that. 

Tice
beats her hands 
like pigeons drowning. 
She beats her friends- 
the ego beats itself. 
And all the teachers bargain
to not have her around.
And the aunts whisper condemntions to their potatoes, 
because 'Ticia is not gentle with her voice. 

'Tice is the only kid who laughs at my dumb jokes. 
She laughs like a bat
loosed from the attic. 

And when she can't have it Her Way. Mi amor. 
She flees back to the attic of tantrum. 
Get out of that season's way. 

Beneath the attic, in the house, I teach 
when to breathe, 
how to breathe, 
from the navel. I have few teachings. 
Why shouldn't I? 

This is a child who will easily
break her own heart. 
And thus she will learn love. 

A wisp of the will. It whispered,
disperse. Into migraines. Smashinto
bootleg latkas.
Into garlicky anomalies &
Friday night laundry, necessary, re: 
spaghetti dinner massacred 
                                       that white t-shirt. 

Removing it. (balling it up with masking tape.) 
Ripping my insecure geography of 
political futures 
from the wall. (balling it up with future-scented detergent.) 
Futures bottled, had? I have none. I am None, the Wiser.

Now, if I could river. 
If I could for one day run
without touching the bottom. 
If a homesick fish could know water. 
If you could reach me
like the disc of a sunfish 
rising 
from unseeable water. 
Like the sick sun rising in the window
reaching for me. 

The muses don't talk, they sing 
nonsense at me. 
You sense talk me. 
We talk, nonsense becomes a giddy sense. 
When it’s rain, rain pours itself.
What am I saying?
Nothing in particular. 
I'm the hissing 
snow, falling on brown leaves.