hold you down until the bubbles stop

Hear this dream-story of looking and finding. 

First I bathed in your curly river
And I sealed my eyes with the mud of conviction and I sank 
And let the lack of oxygen calm me down,
And the bubbles stopped.

And then I came up 
My pores were clear and 
I knew that my purpose was 
To honor this river by finding its name. 

I begged you to accompany me on this mission
But you refused. As a river you cannot move, except 
By slow accident, and your limitations 
Offended me. 

And so I left you 
Because you would not accompany me.
And I compressed space with some money my dad 
Stole for me and like a cattail I summoned 
Many explosive comrades with my fragility. 

I asked and nobody knew 
The name of the river. Everybody wanted to know 
Your name instead. 
A question so off topic it offended me, and to show my displeasure 
I took off my pants and mooned them, 
A gesture that isn't as impressive in writing.

And bearing skin is hard and I was thirsty and
I drank a woman like a water fountain that blesses a brick wall,
And when I was satisfied the blonde Hag took my hands 
And told me I am in love with distance, 
Which is as true as two waters that cannot be separated, 
Yet fell from different eyes. 

And I burned mugwort and I beat my fears 
Into the corners and I left home again
Looking for the river. I found nothing but bad food 
Which I dutifully ate and when I returned home 
The river had made a mess of the carpet and 
From your elegant hair bubbles rose, 
Seeking sun as the jewels in the carapace of a turtle 
Seek sun, and I recognized you. And I knew your name 
like I knew again how to make bubbles. So my purpose is to we. 
The dream has spoken. 

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