although you live lovers ago
you don't leave me lone
if you're gone stay gone
if you're gone, are you gone?
my memory is side to side
slip like snake
down a hole. my body remembers
us scared to kiss cuz it's gross.
if you're gone, are you gone?
insisting hands at night only, secret wine
stolen pride. yesproud of my fat where you slap
cuz it's chrysalis
change i am, change you, with my ears,
got me?
go me. for failing and [ ] failing again.
nothing is ever over.
every Friday we puke and buy more pens
you protest settled shit
got me panicking like where we gonna hide
from ourselves this time the edibles hit
buglove this smog sunset's
wasted on you.
you're wine in my skin
i'm wasted on you.
cdzhouse 